What Other People Think About Me?
What Other People Think About Me?
Aku hampir gila waktu mikir hal kaya begini. Well, lebay emang tapi pemikiran orang lain tentang kita ituh menurut aku penting banget. Aku ga bakalan pernah bisa menilai diri aku sendiri. "am i good enough?"
Dan sekarang aku tersiksa dengan pemikiran itu. aku udah coba berpikir sepositif mungkin, tapi tetep aja rasa takut kalau orang mikir aku itu "bad" masi ada :'' i gonne be crazy because of it.
Aku emang ga sempurna, malahan ga sempurna banget :') aku sadar, aku tau itu. Tapi aku juga pengen punya feeling kalau aku itu berguna dan dibutuhkan. Hah, buat apa hidup kalau ga berguna dan dibutuhin. 2 hal itu tingkatannya sama dengan kasih sayang aku rasa :"
And now, i lost the feeling. i feel alone, i feel lonely :( i feel nobody loves me :( oh yeah little except for my GREAT family. they love me, no matter how bad i am
When i can't sleep. When my heart crying, when i feel i lost my way, when i need a friend, when i can't say anything. i just can cry and write down all the feeling.
Label: CURHAT, ME, SAD
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What Other People Think About Me?
What Other People Think About Me?
Aku hampir gila waktu mikir hal kaya begini. Well, lebay emang tapi pemikiran orang lain tentang kita ituh menurut aku penting banget. Aku ga bakalan pernah bisa menilai diri aku sendiri. "am i good enough?"
Dan sekarang aku tersiksa dengan pemikiran itu. aku udah coba berpikir sepositif mungkin, tapi tetep aja rasa takut kalau orang mikir aku itu "bad" masi ada :'' i gonne be crazy because of it.
Aku emang ga sempurna, malahan ga sempurna banget :') aku sadar, aku tau itu. Tapi aku juga pengen punya feeling kalau aku itu berguna dan dibutuhkan. Hah, buat apa hidup kalau ga berguna dan dibutuhin. 2 hal itu tingkatannya sama dengan kasih sayang aku rasa :"
And now, i lost the feeling. i feel alone, i feel lonely :( i feel nobody loves me :( oh yeah little except for my GREAT family. they love me, no matter how bad i am
When i can't sleep. When my heart crying, when i feel i lost my way, when i need a friend, when i can't say anything. i just can cry and write down all the feeling.
Label: CURHAT, ME, SAD
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I Know My Self Better Than Other
About Me
Real Name: Muspitta Karim
Age: 15th years old.
Born: February 22th, 1997 at Indonesia.
Hometown: Matur, West Sumatra
Education: Junior High School 1 of Duri
Class: I hope i can get science
Favorite Colours: Every colours. But rather to Black-White.
Favorite Foods: all kind of food (must halal).
Hobbies: Reading, Blogging, sleeping, netting and eat.
Things I Likes: camera, book, music and everything
Things I hates: animal, a Liar, Waiting.
weird personality: like to be alone, and little crazy
relationship status: single :D